.. My Alter Ego ..

missing. .

2009-07-16T09:27:50Z

Hmm. its been a while since the last update. Life's been good. Ada probs pon buat bodoh je. . hahahaha. .
Seriously i miss all my friends. . i miss the times we go out together till late every weekend. . i want to mit them soon. . ='(

sobz sobz

2009-01-05T17:29:21Z

Headed down for Adiratna's training setelah sekian lama. OK tak larh sekian lama sangat but last was 2 weeks ago. Sebelum tu, 3 bulan tak berdikir. Sat with the awoks, did their ragams for the upcoming openhouse and found out, KU DA KARAT LARH BABE!!! Ape tak nyer. Last active perdana semis. Lepas tu rest giler bab nyer. Abg Im suruh awok blkg jer nyanyi. Was contemplating nak nyanyi ke tak eh cuz was seated awok blkg. Last2 nyanyi ah. And wau bulan terkehel siot!! Tak pernah2 sak! OK LARH BEDEK AH KALO CAKAP TAK PERNAH. TAPI DA LAMA SAK TAK TERKEHEL. I mean, last time went for adiratna regularly and then continued on with perdana, much in all ada larh maintain. Tapi tadi ku mcm kambing nak kena sembelih pon ada. Tros, ku give up. Ok larh, lets look on the bright side of life. It must be because sebelum tu ku mkn chicken chop + f&n cherry den tak pecah suara lagik. Somemore Adiratna all the way pitch tinggi giler. Den srw low pulak. Den skrg nak gi balik high mcm payah lak. Haha. Miss Excuses sak aku.

They have been playing back old songs for the recent shows. Songs dated back to 1st comp pon ada larh seh. YAN CIK, please come back quickly and make your fantastic fabulous songs for them. Your songs are like the best among all. Serious tak bedek. Aku tulis nie semua mcm larh member baca larh eh. HAHA. Member mcm da lama sak pat Thailand. Kawin minah Thai skali kapa sak.

Rindu seh sing2 clap.

Haiz, Its not my time anymore i guess.. long were the days of kegemilangan.. chett nk mcm Jaclyn jer..

Trouble

2009-01-03T19:39:50Z

My tears fell when i related to my mum. She says to steer clear of him so that troubles don't come looking for me. She says, " Sudah Kepunyaan Orang Lain ".

He won't let me off unless i get attached to somebody. This is the best solution.

yawnssss

2008-12-17T08:33:06Z

Have cancelled my 1.03 today cuz

I din went to work today cuz im sick since yesterday.
I just ate the ubat and its making me sleepy and the prac's in like 2 hrs time.
did not went for the last 1 month and i have no confidence and since i have no confidence and i feel sleepy, i guess i shdnt go.

SAFETY COMES FIRST.

But it will be some time before i continue again as i have to clear my Singtel bills first.

Agaknya Jan larh tu baru start alik. So sad. By then aku rasa aku da lupa camna nk start motor tu. HAHA.

;( Haiz Im just a poor old fellow. Any Sugar Daddy ( yang cute je ) willing to sponsor? =)

Missing.

2008-12-14T14:03:45Z

HUDAAAA! *points above*
Lets activate the others. hahahah...

Bankrupt

2008-12-10T01:49:52Z

When somebody you once had feelings for (and still having) but trying to forget, asked you what do you want for your birthday, what will you say?

Will you say its ok, you dun want, because he doesn't need to bother, like SERIOUSLY. OR
tell him what you want OR
tell him what you want AND mintak yg mahal2 OR
just ignore him?

Haiz. Tak tau larh seh.
Tapi kalo dpt present mcm gerek lak.
Hahahahahhaa!!

OMGEE x 38723840234

2008-12-09T03:34:26Z

I need a part time or evening job fast.

$574.91 worth of SINGTEL bills! ='(

SLOW

2008-12-08T05:14:24Z

HE said to go slow. But his slow is so freaking slow. Contacting me only bila PERLU. Im not expecting much. Just an sms asking abt things and how's my day. Every 2 days pon boleh. once per week pon i dun mind ekceli. tapi only after 2 weeks after the last we met and talked abt us? Im not a THING whereby u use it only bila PERLU. So i asked u asal da lama tk contact, i thought, maybe he has some problems and he could share it with me. And seriously his reason was the lamest i have ever heard, even my friends said so. Sungguhna takd kena mengena ngan topic! U say being with me makes u happy and relaxed. I din even asked u, u told me urself. And i was very happy when u were willing to meet my friends. Walaupun we agreed to keep hush hush abt it. And recently you asked me out. Walaupun how badly i wanted to meet and go out with you, i refrained myself too. If you like me, at least please do the basics that you ought to do. And like what i told you, im looking for a boyfriend, a serious relationship. and not a scandal.

argghhh f. i cant describe the feeling that i having. And i dunno how to tell u that i miss you. It is this ego of mine. Because im not sure how's ur actual feelings towards me.

*Sings to the song of BOB THE BUILDER*

Tina the CUTIE
SHE CAN DO IT!
Tina the CUTIE
YES SHE CAN!

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING!

hehee...

2008-11-29T18:20:54Z

I have 3 blogs. One each at multiply, here and blogspot. The difference? Multiply is for everybody. kirakan anybody is fine to read.Here, kirakan tk bnyk org slalu baca so anything tat is personal but i dun mind ppl reading, i write here. Blogspot, that one is a secret one. Only certain ppl could read it. That is where i write EVERYTHING personal from A to Z. =')

Smlm ada org mintak no. Was going to an atm near my house and i saw this guy also going to the atm. SO ape lagik ,ku jln lagik cpt dari dia ahh jadi aku leh 1st. TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN..wahahha. and while i was using, turns out tak leh withdraw duit. So i told the guy behind me larh kan. Den he say , " oh ok ! Thanks, nak transfer jer." So after i walked home larh.. and den aleh2 this one car passed by and the person inside wave and say thnks.Rupanya is the guy. So ku ckp larh ohh okk welcome. And then the car actually da gi depan.. abeh aleh2 dia stop. Takkan minyak abes larh seh. And then the guy came out of the car and run over to mi eh. Dalam hati aku mcm nk buat ape sak laki nie da larh kol da 12 mlm nie. And then he asked,

He: Nie single ke attached?
Me: HUH? wad kind of qns is this eh?
He: Oh ingat nk mintak no..
Me: Untuk ape eh ?(nampak sah aku tanya soalan bodoh)
He: Buat ramai kawan ah..boleh mintak no. ?
Me: ohh okk. ok larh. (pasal aku tgk dia taste aku larh!)
He: Nama sape?
Me: Tina
He: Ish..mcm nama makcik i seh.

Thanks eh. da mintak no. org abeh ckp namaku mcm makcik dia. turn off!

paparazzi_tina @ 2008-11-28T01:25:00

2008-11-27T17:39:45Z

Aku suka lagu nie!

Confused soul

2008-11-27T03:07:18Z

Im pushing everybody away.

I DON'T KNOW WHY.

hi..

2008-11-19T13:52:14Z

Came to work today after 2 days of leave and when i walked to desk, i cant even see my pc because there's this one big bag of Chinese Orchestra costumes on my table. i then work and work and work.. when suddenly a man came into the office saying that he's an uncle of one of the students here and its been a long time since he has seen her and wld like to meet her for awhile. When the colleague asked, whats her name, he said .."Ahhhh i dun remember ahh.. i tink Tina ahh her name". The colleague dengan selambanya dan kurang asam nya pointed to me and say, "there, Tina here". The man looked at me, trying to figure out whether am i really her niece and then i said, " Uncle, im 22 years this year. Im not your niece. HAHA. "

And when just now when i was at Bukit Gombak, i thought i saw the ex. Tros i cover cover my face and tgk atas pokok. Setep pokok tu ada bunga2 lawa jer. And unknowingly, i stepped onto MUD. ARGHH. tros tu tkp. Went home, hungry and shagged and when i opened the door, my mum said, "Eh? balik cpt niari? Mama lom masak tau. " And its LAPAN MALAM ok..

What a bad day.. nonetheless the coming weekend wld be a good weekend with lots of planned items.. YEHAA!

Nie that time at MP08.

Ku larh artist ok! =p

haha korang asam si sharul ZOOM!

back home dlm trainnn

kyn-kong, hydil, me and (sape tu pat blkg?) @ RP Reflections 08

Me and colleagues for Melaka Trip

Got a student to took this photo. .and turns out rupanya i asked a very selengeh bacin pupil ok!

Me and Anna with Abg Misais..HAHA!!!

Lyfe's been great so far,after pushing all negative thoughts to the back of my head.

paparazzi_tina @ 2008-11-08T18:41:00

2008-11-08T10:42:19Z

Aku suka pasar malam. Went to pasar malam tadi. K kena tukar Pasar SIANG like satu hamba Allah nie ckp cuz i went at arnd 4pm. And besides loving the food, i like the stuffs i bought. GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT...

1. Spongebob Pencilbox
2. Elmo Towel
3. Doraemon Bedsheet

KEMARUK CARTOON kapa sak! hahaa.

Besok MP 08.. Yes, announcing of Piala Srikandi. Its like so obvious. Hais. gonna be a sad day.

Oh and aku semenjak2 nie da kemaruk DANGDUT. So kalo ku dgnmu and aleh2 ku joget dangdut, paham2 jer ehh.

2 days ago was our first. Thanks for being there all the while when i was fickle minded and undecisive since May 2008. I hope u can bear with me for the months that's gonna come our way.. its gonna be tough. =) I cant wait for the day.=p

Next post.

2008-11-04T17:43:58Z

Matters of the heart. To be updated SOOONNNNNN!!

I decided to try something new. haaaaaah. Boreddd.

It looks orangey in picture but actually its Pink. Skrg regret asal larh ku paint pink corour. Macam kental pon ada..wahahhaha

Great weekend!

2008-11-04T01:23:19Z

If u realised i look kinda sleepy.. its because this mamat woke me up at 8am on a Sunday ajak gi town eh!! Thanks! Ajak aku time air liur <s>BASI</s> WANGI aku masih meleleh...

Sikit hari ku tgk GEMUK GIRLS with Cik Sally.. Kesiannya Cik Sally aku nie tk suka amek gambar.
..
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With dearest Abg Bijan

Semalam siang ku gi wedding with Mr *, wedding dia gerek seh.. buat pat CHALET!! abeh ada makanan Kebab and Sate which u seldom can find in normal weddings.... sampai menjilat kaki seh.. Den after that ku jumpa my usuals for K-OK at Cash Studio.. me, naq and sharul reached the room 1st so we sing2 , while hoping alsothat the rest will come very late and we can sing more songs.. wakakka!!! And since i was from wedding, i wore high heel.. And i wanted to show to sharul and naq how i walked with high heels. Cuz my fren says that i tend to bounce when wearing high heels.. so i bounced infront of them larh kan ngan semangat nyer. And ku jatuh OK!!! Pasal tak nampak rupanya ada mcm tangga pat depan... tros naq and sharul kekekekekekkee... aku pon ketawa non stop.. tats the problem with me.. da jatuh, ketawa dulu baru notice kaki sakit eh.. hahaha.

Ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku
Hati masih terus keliru
Andai kau fahami isi hatiku
Yang benar ingin memilikimu

paparazzi_tina @ 2008-10-31T14:00:00

2008-10-31T06:29:23Z

Got this from Yahoo.

Dream Guidance
Every night we dream, and our dreams more often than not contain guidance that can help us navigate a path through life. Our dreams will let us know whether we are on the right track with our careers, our love life, and even our health. They can warn us of future events, reveal the true nature of those closest to us, and alert us to those who may be trying to harm us. They will also congratulate us when we are doing well. With so much powerful wisdom available, it makes sense to write down dreams and learn to interpret their messages.

WAH. So morale of the story. Write down larh ur dreams. Lepas tu pelan2 tafsirkan. Carik bomoh ke, Ayah Pin ke . HAHAHA.

Updatess.

2008-10-30T15:29:14Z

Cute kape? Thanks to ntah sape yg amek this shot. Dapat menunjukkan Ke-cute-an ku. haha!

Hello ape kabar semua? da berhabuk sungguh blogku. da leh tutup accnt (padahal baru bukak eh! ). hahaha. Anyway, ku gelisah larh dis few days. Tak leh tido lena. Kuar rumah, balik umah, hati asyik degap degup jer.. ada larh for some reason. Jalan tgk kanan kiri. Even walaupun tak cross road. hah crazy? hehehhe.. Tuhan saja yg tahu.

Sikit hari ada Bday surprise Party for Huda Nyeng kesayangan. Tapi surprise dia tak menjadi.Kononnya Kyn whom was with her is depressed pasal dia gaduh ngan Tina. ( Of all ppl, amcm ko choose gaduh ngan TINA pon aku tak tau. TINA tak tau camna nak gaduh ok! hahahaa ) So while the rests Me, Yaty, Ama and Fariza tried to rushed to Mayuni Omar's Cafe, Kyn was told to bring Huda to the toilet to delay from them reaching the cafe 1st. And...both grps terserempak ngan each other!! Huda saw Yaty 1st.. and while we all U turn , somehow YATY cldnt escape Huda's sharp eyes. hahahahahahhaha. KEKEK SAK!!Surprise tepi road kape!!!

Sikit hari gak me and Yaty went to Kak Siti and Abg Faizal Espe's Openhouse and also see the newborn baby. Cute mcm kakak2 yg tgk dia larh seh!

Sikit hari gak the usuals decided to jalan raya... ramai yang tidak dpt hadir.Tapi walaupun 5 org jer yg dpt menghadirkan diri, we had great fun rite rite rite? 1st house pat umah daku jer da kekek giler. Told them the wrong no. of busstops to my house from the interchange and they ended up walking one more busstop. hahah! Exercise kape! =p And umah aku pon, i dunno how to on the TV pasal sesungguhnya TVku tu baru and aku lom pernah pakai! hahaha. Faris yg ajar. Chett mcm dia yg tuan rumah gituk... laki baru aku ke. hahahaha...The day ended with an MTV at Naq's house. Last2 Faris and Arep yg tk kenal each other ended up being best frens at the last house. hehh~

Sikit hari gak ku ada Jalan Raya bersama Jenggo2 Montfort..

The madus.. ku mcm terpaksa gituk.. hehe

Gambar nie every time kuar mesti ada larh kan! Nak ketawa ku tahan Jebat!

We had our annual Adiratna Raya too... Guess how much i paid for the bus ? NAK TAU ASK ME LARH. Seriously im still pissed off. Dun ask us to understand when we were made to sacrifice. Biar larh org tau betapa tak suka nyer aku. Ape peduli.

WE ALL.

Us @ Abg Im' house.

weee~ amboi suka? mcm bantal eh ? haha!

Abg IM da kurus larh seh..

The Alumnisssssss

The freshies

My fav baby. Putri Nish~ I had her all to myself most of the time..

Bawah blk pon jadi larh..independent..

Baru2 pon ku gi Sheesha bersama members gerekku. Walapun ada si bacin tu go off earlier pasal mementingkan ***** nyer pasal.. yer larh kawan tk penting peeeeee...

Kepala tak tau stay eh!

Ku da pandai hisap! yeah!

Ada lagik gambar yg patut ditayangkan tapi ku lom upload masih dlm cameraaa. Nxt updates mungkin tahun depan.

AHHHHH. Its time to PLAY. Eh salah. Play tu main. ITS TIME TO SLEEP.

Selamat Malam semua. Semoga bahagia!

babiku, babimu jua..

2008-10-23T16:13:59Z

One of my Convo with Mr S..

»-(¯`v´¯)-» +|na +|no0o+ »-(¯`v´¯)-»" Trying my best to keep up with the pace of lyfe.. " says: (1:22:10 AM)Alarh, bila dgr org advise cam senang

»-(¯`v´¯)-» +|na +|no0o+ »-(¯`v´¯)-»" Trying my best to keep up with the pace of lyfe.. " says: (1:22:14 AM)tapi nk buat nyer cam susah

sharul ler says: (1:22:30 AM)dah agak dah

»-(¯`v´¯)-» +|na +|no0o+ »-(¯`v´¯)-»" Trying my best to keep up with the pace of lyfe.. " says: (1:22:32 AM)eg kalo aku suruh ko mkn babi..susah kan

sharul ler says: (1:22:33 AM)hmm..

sharul ler says: (1:22:37 AM)tgklah camna ye

»-(¯`v´¯)-» +|na +|no0o+ »-(¯`v´¯)-»" Trying my best to keep up with the pace of lyfe.. " says: (1:22:41 AM)eheh

sharul ler says: (1:22:51 AM)makan babi ni tak link ehk

»-(¯`v´¯)-» +|na +|no0o+ »-(¯`v´¯)-»" Tryi ng my best to keep up with the pace of lyfe.. " says: (1:22:54 AM)wakakak!!

sharul ler says: (1:23:08 AM)feelings and askin pple to eat benda haram lain ehk

»-(¯`v´¯)-» +|na +|no0o+ »-(¯`v´¯)-»" Trying my best to keep up with the pace of lyfe.. " says: (1:23:45 AM)tapi nk buat the things asked to do, dia nyer susah nyer sama

hahaa. the conversation is soo funny sampai terbawak2 ke next day when we met up for sheesha! haha!Kalo korang tk paham the convo, ekceli I was telling him that org advise senang. Tapi bila ku nak buat benda yg org advise tu, its so hard. Macam kalo ada org suruh ko mkn babi, susah dia mcm gituk larh kan. wakkakaka. so ape yg lain ? dua2 mmg susah pe nk buat! haha!!

Over these few days, lots of things has happened. All along, my lyfe has been relaxed, chill, cool(mcm org nya gak) tapi these few days i have been doing things that i don't like to do. What i love most is my freedom and going out my frens and scandals but in these few days, that freedom seem to be gone just like that. My life seems to be controlled, my movements .. initially it was just a pure frenship.. but in just a few days this hamba Allah suddenly decided to change the status and did things that left me struggling for air. And what i dun like is i voiced out saying i think that things are too rushing and i asked him to stop but ku tgk mcm sama jer prangai. I tried to go with the flow but the flow is too fast. Feelings cannot be developed in just a few days, and of cuz definitely it wun be developed just by looking at a picture. If a picture cld melt a 1000 hearts, ku rasa ku akan photoshop semua gambar aku letak muka aku tapi badan paris hilton. hahahaha.

Sesungguhnya, ku tak pernah jumpa seseorg yg sungguh persistent mcm DIA.

paparazzi_tina @ 2008-10-09T23:46:00

2008-10-09T16:09:12Z

Been way too emotional these few days. Too many things running thru the mind. And yes i know why im feeling like this, its not like i dunno. Or have no idea. Been trying so much too PUUUUUUUUUUUUUSHHH everything away. URGH. I have not been eating well, i tink i lost a few inches off my waist. WAH I THINK I SHOULD BE EMO ALL THE TIME THEN CAN LOSE WEIGHT. =P

If the person is meant for you, no matter how many obstacles that you face, both of you will still be together. If the person is not meant for you, how hard u try, the person won't stay by your side.

Patience is what i have for now. Im just scared that the patience will take its toll one day...

Oh God, please show me the right path. A hint will do. =')

A tear just dropped. ='(

On the other hand...

11th Oct - Mas & Illya Open House
12th Oct - Kita2 Sesat JR
18th Oct - Montfort JR / Adiratna JR
19th Oct - masih thinking nk join SHhh! JR ke tk. haha.
25th Oct - MCC JR. Tapi harap2 SRW pon buat larh pls. hahah miss the gers.
26th Oct - CCPE Family JR
27th Oct - Nak Deeparaya tak? Ku da ada baju.. DUA!!haha.

All weekends jer pasal ku benci kluar weekdays actually. wakakaka.

='(

2008-10-03T01:05:48Z

That time hidung ku berdarah.

I woke up today with my mouth full of blood. When i woke up for work, i felt that there's lots dunno wad thing in my mouth and when i spat it out, it was all blood. And it was alot, ada jelly like too. I checked whether did i have a broken tooth or wad but it was all intact. Da besar panjang takkan masih patah gigi seh. ....

I was coughing thru the night but i din noe it would be this serious. ='(

paparazzi_tina @ 2008-10-01T19:29:00

2008-10-01T12:43:04Z

Ahhh. Thanks to Yaty for sending me this song. I LOVE IT SO MUCH because *cheeky cheeky smile*.... =)

The weekend has been pleasant larhhh. Saturday went to JB with Cik Qiah to take my baju raya. She bought her baju raya too. YEA!! Kirakan gi sana was a gamble since both of us din noe how to get there. At the KASTAM, the Kakak Kastam yg chop chop asked me kita dua adik bradik ehh. Abeh takkan nk ckp scandalz..haha. Den at JB tempat nk amek cab, one of the driver tanya pakai lawa2 nk gi mana nie. hur hur. Anyway gi JB haus giler sehh. Tak tau larh asal pat sana leh extra haus. When we came back to SG, buka-ed with Kyn and Sharul @ Arab St. Den went to geylang tk tau pulak ada CDM performance pat kmpg Melayu.. Met TTM very late at nite cuz member tk leh kuar siang ehh.. step nak kemas rumah semua.. hmmphh!

1st day of raya went well. Bes0k kerja d0k! ='(

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAP ZAHIR BATIN SEMUA! Sorry for all my wrongdoings. Thanks for all the sms-es. =) Ada org ckp sms aku mcm yg ucapan2 pat tv. So aku ckp larh , oh well, ARTIST! HAHAHHA.

Dan lastly CONGRATS to Kak Siti Espe kerana selamat melahirkan cahaya mata yang pertama di hari yang mulia ini. Agak2 nama baby namakan Syawal ke, Ramadhan ke, Raya ke, Eidulfitri ke. hehhehehhehehe. KEEP THE BABIES GOING ok! =)

Feelings concerned.

2008-09-25T16:43:41Z

Hello semua, baik2 belaka? Dis week has been unbearable pain. Monday and Tuesday ku on MC. Demam, Selsema, Batuk.. semua larh kan. Kelakar bila one of the time aku blow,(blow hingus larh), aku tgk tissue tu ada semut. Amcm dlm hidung aku boleh kuar semut pon aku tk tau. Tau larh mcm chendol tu hingus.. tapi takkan semut tu bodoh sangat eh ingal betul2. wahhahahaha. Then Wednesday datang kerja pening smcm. Its from jaw ache all the way up there's a severe headache on the left side of my temple. Actually i got it from my mum. She has tt illness before, and i have been having it too for the past few months. Tapi smlm mcm extra teruk until i asked my colleague to knock my head. Of cuz larh dia tanak pasal dia ckp bulan puasa. wakkakakaka. Umah aku takd painkiller, and mcm weird letak minyak kapak pat pipi, so my mum suggested letak SALONPAS. HAHAHA. tapi masih sakit ok. tak guna langsung.

Today got a surprise visit from my manager. Dapat increase in pay..tapikan the increase is TAIK HIDUNG ok. Taik hidung pon lagik banyak! Ape mcm punya company da.. Tapi best nyer, VP and HODku bagi good review.. out of 5, most of the questions i got was 4 and 5. And i saw that my VP even wrote me or promotion or pay rise. Kalo larh dia tau increase aku SETOTET jer, mesti dia KETAWA! Best part, si manager boleh tanya nie am i satisfied with the pay.. abeh tk brani pulak ckp tk satisfied, since aku tk rasa that im doing a good job in my work too. So aku ckp, ok larh cukup2 makan larh.. kadang2 makan roti ngan minum air water cooler jer..hahahahaha!!! Harap2 mereka paham wad i meant..

HER private post made me teared. All in total, its been 4 years..Pioneer batch. Been there thru the ups and downs faced. That homely feeling i get whenever its the day. Always looking forward to it. Even how far i may go, my heart would always stay with it. Yet everything seems so foreign and distant now. Its not anymore the only one thing that i always look forward to. Why?

Life's too short to have any regrets. Do YOU have any regrets? Do u regret for letting the wrong people to enter your life? HE have planned your path, HE would know what's best for you. There must be a blessing in disguise to let you face the obstacles and ordeals before happiness. Past relationships have made me treasured people. Once in a while i reminisce the past. And yeah, none of the relationships could beat that 3-year one. Maybe because through him i learnt alot. And i changed myself to be a better person (i hope). Yes, his name is Khairin. And sampai skrg i could still hear people say, " Kai mana? Kai Tina eh? " Haha. Mcm da stick to phrase. Kalo dia kawin ngan org nama Pe'Ah, da kena tukar "Kai Pe'Ah" . HAHAHAHAA.

The other day at mini-iftar, Dee did Fortune Telling for me. to think of a guy that ur fond of. And the result was, "Happily Ever After". Yeah shdnt believe all benda benda ajaib, but sometimes u cant help but be happy. Feelings is something that you cant just throw aside. It comes from the heart. The feelings has been there all along.. only now HE seems to show the signs. Its up to HIM to decide for us.. and i know it would not be soon.. i will wait when i still can..

HE lets us meet the imperfect ones so that we would treasure when the perfect one arrives..

SICK! ='(

2008-09-23T03:41:46Z

I was sick till i had to miss CCPE-ku iftar. Anyway, ingatkan the biasa cough and sore throat.. Suddenly yesterday at our mini iftar,mcm nak blacked out gituk. The rests all noticed my eyes and face are getting redder and Huda offered whether i want to rest at her room. I din want cuz, datang nk enjoy abehh takkan nk tido sehh. hehe. On the way home in the cab, ku lie down one side sungguh pening skali. At home, i vomitted out everything that i ate at Huda's house. Anyway, i think i drank like 100 cups of bandung at Huda's house. Nak kata sedap..ntah ehh aku pon tk tau cuz i cant taste anything cuz of the stupid flu. Mcm addictive gituk bandung dia..ape2 lagik free flow. muhahahaha. Next day went to the doctor and got 2 days mc. Hahahaa.. Anyway pat umah pon tk bagus pasal mak aku every 1 hr dia suruh kemas bilik aku which is aready half cleaned. And then imagine aku tengah separuh abad, dia suruh aku kemas bilik?!! ..........

Shhh! Production was a success. Acted as Cikgu PMS. hahh.. its so hard to get me to be angry, nie lagik2 PMS. Mampz. Anyway ku tk sure whether i will be free for Dec production ke tk. Kalo Dec plans masih going on...terpaksalarh ku back out.. =D

Me and my pupils. Bdk XINMIN SEC. =)

Mini Iftar

Huda,Dee,Fariza, Fana, Rab, Me, Illya and Kyn. ( Ama and Shida not in pic )

Terkenang.. ='(

2008-09-17T01:29:27Z

The weekends and yesterday have been a blast! Friday makan Swenson, Sat out with the gang to AlAmeen, then to kedai motor den to Geylang. Pillion somebody..and ada citer kekek pasal FOOT REST. HAHAH.. u noe bila naik motor kan ada foot rest tuu. Abeh at this one traffic light i almost fell backwards(pasal takd BOX!!) and at the same time, i accidentally kicked the foot rest to its original position. And i din notice that i had actually kicked it.. So when i tried to put my foot back, aku wonder asal larh my left leg pijak AIR(ANGIN) ok.. tried to look down but i cant cuz the bike is moving, Signalled to my fren bike dia pat sebelah to see for me, tapi dia tk paham ape aku bual..(aku pon tk paham ekceli ape aku bual). Last2 mcm citer Bujang Lapuk duk pat kerusi invisible, mcm tu larh i rest my foot at an INVISIBLE FOOTREST. Hahahah!!

Sunday was spent for SRW Iftar. AHhh miss them so much!Cannot wait for SRW's plans up till next year! Anyway skrg satu group, including Abg Herry all da tau ah eh i have a crush on this one artist. Nie semua Ida nyer pasal! hmmph! It was laughters the whole night up from the time we got into Abg Herry's car till back home. Sampai umah Kak Yam just in time for Buka. Hehe, before that we had Durian mooncake in the car which is Sungguhsteam.com sampai menjilat jari! Camwhore freaks we were..sampai Kak Ju pon terinfluenced. hehe. And then while Abg Najib wants to take our photo using my camera..Somehow ntah asal larh blur .. Abg Najib: Asal blur gambar nya? Huda: HAHAHHAH!!! macam tuan cameranya jugak, Tina THANKS EH! sungguh tak perlu.. haha
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Monday was Seri Suri Ram Iftar at Cahaya. Been a while since we have met since the BBQ. Great laughters too! Tapi yang paling kekek bila we were playing R-O-C-K , her caramel frappe spilled on her. I saw the whole process with my own eyes cuz i was just beside her. haha! kekek sungguh!

mcm ginik larh!

Tuesday was buka with my poly mates. The last i met them was 1 year ago buka puasa!! Means setahun skali. hah. Shared loads of stuffs too. Updating each other on our lives. And my friend had to remind me about the time i wanted to forget somebody so badly, but i din wan to delete our pictures so i sent them to her and den i deleted from my PC. At least mcm i know that the pics are safe somewhere but i wun be so itchy backside to go and see whenever i want to. I wanted to get them back from her cuz me and the guy are close friends now and she said NO SHE WON'T GIVE BACK CUZ SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO REMINISCE WHEN LOOKING AT THE PICTURES. Hmm. She has a point there. Knowing me, i would think of the past semasa berasmara di bawah lampu minyak tanah.. oopsth salah. Di bawah star star.. hehe.

Today i would be going Geylang with my Sayang...Sayang larh sangat. hahahahahha.

Love horoscope for today.

Daily Singles:

Communication is good today, so go ahead and tell someone special how you really feel about them. Don't hold back. Put all your cards on the table and see what happens next. You might be surprised

Lupa larh hari nie puasa..

2008-09-11T06:42:05Z

I have friends who told me b4 that i would be a gerekk abes teacher because im funny, know how to entertain small kids tapi disadvantage, blur susngguh. Today one of the p3 pupils whom i personally know approached me during her recess time cuz dia takut nk gi bookshop to collect a book. So i accompanied her there and talk to the auntie. Den buku nyer takd, mon baru leh amek. So while walking back to the office..

Me: Awak nanti Monday jangan lupa gi Workshop amek buku dia tau!
Pupil: Huh Workshop?
Me: Eh salah, bookshop!
Me(again): Nie da makan ke lom?
Her: * looks at me with a blur face*
Me: Asal lom makan? Recess danak abes kan..Gi makan sana cpt..
Her: Cik, Cik tk puasa ke?
Me: Eh salahh..a'ahh ehh puasa..Lupa..

HAHHA!! tak teringat pon puasa!! ..